I made a very serious mistake on Wednesday where i really cannot forgive myself! I am so silly and i nearly cry on the way home just now. There are so much of work to do and i have been trying my best so far where i don’t know how long i can survive like that. I have been very tough these days and i am just not sure whether how long i can sustain like this and when is the time i will collapse. When i first set up by my colleague at work, i nearly cry in the office but i told myself to calm down and get the things done. I have never met people like that after i have been working for so long and i can only tell myself that this is life… There are ups and downs and probably it is good that i go through all this when i am still young, who knows?
I have been asking myself whether i am suitable for this job or not and yet i don’t know the answer. Who can give me an answer? Alex told me that i need a break and i think i do… If i can make it for my Medan trip, i am going to pamper myself with all the spa and massage packages there!