T.O.U.G.H

January 27, 2010
    原来我是可以那么tough的…..
    爸爸妈妈,一次又一次,我都把事情处理得很好,完全没有令你们失望,谢谢你们给我的信任….

我还能为他做些什么呢?

January 26, 2010
    最近真的好累… 
    没有时间给自己,也没有时间想其他的
    身心疲惫,还不知道这样的日子还要熬多久
    身为病人的,他又能熬多久?
   
    渐渐的,我发现…
    他开始失忆了,眼睛也好像看不清楚了
    我问他的,他也开始没有回应了
    我还能为他做些什么呢?
 
    后记:
    谢谢身边好多位朋友的关心
    谢谢你们的支持和鼓励
    这是我坚强的动力!
   

2010年最大的玩笑….

January 23, 2010
    2010年最大的玩笑是什么?
    外公今天出院了,可是在短短的5个小时后,他又要住院了…. 时间太迟了,我们不想外公太累,决定明天才送他到医院去…
    很忙碌的一天,what a day….. 

外公出院了….

January 22, 2010
    今天医生说外公可以出院了,他听到消息后很开心,但明天我应该如何告诉他另一个残酷的事实呢?
    明天出现在他眼前的不是他日夜思念的老家而是一所疗养院,他会有什么感觉呢?

残酷的现实…

January 21, 2010
    最近常在医院奔走,看着外公躺在床上,他不能说话,身体不能移动,只能靠喉管喂食,我在问自己,他有什么感觉?日子久了,泪也少了,也许我已经可以接受外公这样的状况,接受了外公以后都要这样生活的事实….
    现实是残酷的,我还有选择的余地吗??

疑问…

January 10, 2010
    已经两天了,为什么你还是那么累?
    望着你,就像一个熟睡的婴孩,我叫着你,可是你没有回应….
    你什么时候才醒来呢?我的心好酸,你别再让我们为你担心了,好吗?

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January 5, 2010
    It is not a good start for year 2010 for our family members… Grandpa had a stroke while i was away on my trip and he is hospitalised. I had no mood at all after receiving the news and only look forward to my return flight to my homeland on the next day… it seemed to be the longest wait to me on that night, we didn’t do anything except going to bed very early on that night…
 
    Our flight was 45 minutes ahead of scheduled arrival but it was a long wait for the baggage claim process, i have informed Tony to improve on that part in my customer satisfaction survey submitted to them. We left our luggages at home and went straight to the hospital to see my grandpa… He was lying there on his bed, neither can he speak nor see, and the nurse use a tube to feed him… i didn’t know how many times i have cried in front of my family members and the nurses, i just can’t help it… These few days have been tiring days for me to run around home, office and hospital… I must be strong, i cannot collapse and thanks to AK for all those encouraging sms… Grandpa, get well soon!